I've been invited to dinner with a group of friends next Friday night that I used to work with and haven't seen since my wedding seven and a half years ago....Great!
It's in the city, more than an hour and half from where I live...Not great :(
One of the friends said I could stay at her place...Great!
I don't like sleeping over at other people's places...Not great :(
I suggested we could have a night in a nice hotel and show the kids the city, and my husband agreed...Great!
This means I have to book somewhere and pack...Not great :(
I love overnight stays in the city...Great!
But I get so nervous turning up anywhere (like the restaurant) alone...Not great :(
My husband said he'd drop me off...Great!
We're booked for dinner at 7:30, the kids will be ready for bed, possibly sleeping by then...Not great :(
There will be four girls there that I'd love to see again...Great!
I have nothing to wear...Not great :(
I'd love to go...Great!
But I don't know if it's worth the worry and the bother...Not great :(
See the sorts of games my mind likes to play with me?
I don't know how I live with myself.